i start this with a quote " all is connected...no one thing can change by itself." by paul hawken.
say that is a pretty heavy quote eh? i mean u change yourself right? um.... not entirely, no. a word that comes to mind is synchronicity-http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synchronicity- say you think to yourself "i need to find out why i do that" and then all of a sudden you have a conversation, even with a complete stranger, on a heavy topic on thoughts, feelings, and emotions and hence you find your answer of why u do that. funny that eh? sometimes not one thing can change by itself. you sometimes need a helping hand or heart sometimes. you know it takes a big person to stand and fight like a boxer, but it takes an even bigger person to walk away and take the road less traveled to a higher and bigger place. hence this blog... i could email and fight and blah blah blah forever, but no, that won't change anything will it? i made the change to have my own voice heard and not get "moderated" by making my own blog. so, there you go.
also, another big heavy issue is facing yourself. have the courage to face yourself and look at yourself. like dissecting yourself from the inside out. i dare you all to ponder that. i've done it and trust me, it's fucking scary as all hell. thankfully i read psychology books and neuroscience books for fun but i digress......... it will seriously blow your mind at examining your mind,heart,body and soul. do it. and write down your thoughts and feelings... as they are your unedited "un-moderated" bare nekkid self.. lol ;)
a good book one of my aunts, long ago when i was 17(i am now 35) told me about and bought for me, was "writing down the bones: freeing the writer within" and wild mind:living the writers life" both by natalie goldberg. http://www.amazon.com/Writing-Down-Bones-Freeing-Writer/dp/1590302613
as a songwriter and a writer/artist, those two books just blew my mind. even at 17 yrs old. and even at 35 they still blow my mind. so, with this i cast this blog out into the world, lmao, and say to anyone listening/reading to, as a line in an en vogue tune goes "free your mind, the rest will follow"...i encourage you all to do the same. try it, even if you think u suck. try it anyway. as the nike slogan says: JUST DO IT"....lol
-peace luv and a ton o' hugs to you all..... ;)
